I was mad today.
I might go delete some of it.
Saturday, August 23, 2014
My Note
Quit bothering me. I said I don't wanna share that girl like that, don't get all romantic and think I'd care @ her for you and foil her.
If someone hurts me.
I can get upset or call them something.
The only issue is safety. But this is MY blog.
The only issue is safety. But this is MY blog.
Problem
My dad keeps finding problems and hurts me. It's like he won't care about my mom because they upset me, Ellen DeGeneres.
My mom is sick, and my dad thinks I made her worse so doesn't wanna be with her. Yea right.
My mom is sick, and my dad thinks I made her worse so doesn't wanna be with her. Yea right.
Okay I admit it
What is it:
I had a horrible, terruble, no good, very bad day! I ws PO'd at someone moving my cheese. I used to have a daily calendar called "Who Moved My CHeese?"
I had a horrible, terruble, no good, very bad day! I ws PO'd at someone moving my cheese. I used to have a daily calendar called "Who Moved My CHeese?"
Problems
I was being nice to Bella Thorne, and suddenly Ellen made everything about her. It only is nice in that it's someone I like. However, she has an attitude about it toward me. I thought it was something to be left alone, but I can still hear her laugh.
Also, I was thinking of the lyrics of Jackie Evancho singing from Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, "There is no.." like sarcastic like some fat lady in her 40s saying me understanding something or like feeling okay is "no." Everyone in the world is like that to me, but I reject it all. My only escape is if I find myself in the world of other young actresses.
Think about this, too, I follow Bella Thorne, and Ellen DeGeneres thinks I'm crap to her. Also, I know Bella Thorne's mom thinks in a forta fun yet tacky way that, "This is it, you, Bella, my daughter, though I don't think you're all ready, are it, the best person, you replaced Christina along with all her dreams and so much more."
I also got the message from an old theater teacher Ginny Kopf and Ellen DeGeneres that even though the world likes me I should be thrown to the floor and not paid attention to in a harsh manner. They think they are *** oriented enough to please others while the problem being they said I'm not and were mean to me and possibly others. I think they just go to what annoys people rather than acting 1 way. Like, they think I'm a show off by being nice, but that makes no sense. They can't say I'm too old to be the daughter of a sane person their age or style.
Also, I get people sending me messages through my dad, like it's Josh Groban, while they do whatever they want like for me to be treated nice I have to be treated bad and not them like before when it was hard cuza how they were. Maybe, nothing was wrong, but I wasn't mean, so don't attack me. Some people went ahead and messed up. Like, ooh, Christina did something. I don't give a **** if she is mad.
I can just see Ellen saying my post is crap and therefore I am and therefore she is right and to be mean and she said she wasn't. She kinda ruined my relationship with my parents.
Why if I have something to talk about do people like Ellen act like a glass building just fell apart? Part of this was to explain and sorta apologize. There is nothing wrong with talking that I would need to be punished, but it would be nice not to have it happen.
If this is so boring start doing something interesting. Start being actors or artists or something yourself for starters. Some people don't think about me in private but are nice when they see me. I was able to live in the world before, and I am able to now. I don't know why people like talking to me. Maybe, they aren't. Maybe, they wanna make fun of me, but I don't want that.
Also, I was thinking of the lyrics of Jackie Evancho singing from Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, "There is no.." like sarcastic like some fat lady in her 40s saying me understanding something or like feeling okay is "no." Everyone in the world is like that to me, but I reject it all. My only escape is if I find myself in the world of other young actresses.
Think about this, too, I follow Bella Thorne, and Ellen DeGeneres thinks I'm crap to her. Also, I know Bella Thorne's mom thinks in a forta fun yet tacky way that, "This is it, you, Bella, my daughter, though I don't think you're all ready, are it, the best person, you replaced Christina along with all her dreams and so much more."
I also got the message from an old theater teacher Ginny Kopf and Ellen DeGeneres that even though the world likes me I should be thrown to the floor and not paid attention to in a harsh manner. They think they are *** oriented enough to please others while the problem being they said I'm not and were mean to me and possibly others. I think they just go to what annoys people rather than acting 1 way. Like, they think I'm a show off by being nice, but that makes no sense. They can't say I'm too old to be the daughter of a sane person their age or style.
Also, I get people sending me messages through my dad, like it's Josh Groban, while they do whatever they want like for me to be treated nice I have to be treated bad and not them like before when it was hard cuza how they were. Maybe, nothing was wrong, but I wasn't mean, so don't attack me. Some people went ahead and messed up. Like, ooh, Christina did something. I don't give a **** if she is mad.
I can just see Ellen saying my post is crap and therefore I am and therefore she is right and to be mean and she said she wasn't. She kinda ruined my relationship with my parents.
Why if I have something to talk about do people like Ellen act like a glass building just fell apart? Part of this was to explain and sorta apologize. There is nothing wrong with talking that I would need to be punished, but it would be nice not to have it happen.
If this is so boring start doing something interesting. Start being actors or artists or something yourself for starters. Some people don't think about me in private but are nice when they see me. I was able to live in the world before, and I am able to now. I don't know why people like talking to me. Maybe, they aren't. Maybe, they wanna make fun of me, but I don't want that.
Problem
These people experimenting on my are annoying me and loading the page like I'm sucking milk, waiting until I feel guilty, again.
I know what it was.
Ellen went against what she said and when I was posting thinking I wasn't in trouble, she called me something really bad, like I had done something. She might not really mean it.
What if the only reason she talks so much to another girl now is cuz I was upset when she was mean to me?
What if the only reason she talks so much to another girl now is cuz I was upset when she was mean to me?
The goal
was not to say anything. Guess it was just a test. I didn't blow up. I can't get over people thinking, "Just don't say anything." Then, THEY GET IT.
Tell Me
Pretend to like me only to trick me in the end, perhaps? Like me, so you can call me a nigger whenever? Get mad if I say something??
I'm serious.
What these people do is shit. I just saw some posts on Twitter like "You nigger." Why would Ellen just come up and attack people? I don't agree with her. I already said I know it's because it could happen by accident, but I see the messages creeping in and going berserk cuz I said something.
D:
I'm feeling bad.
Why pick at me for talking about things? I don't live like that, following secret insults. I never did.
Why pick at me for talking about things? I don't live like that, following secret insults. I never did.
Problem
I won't accept Ellen dishing out insults from my dad to be my life like this. I bet the competitions are all rigged on trying to get in movies.
I know she doesn't want me to say this around her, but I can say it here. She used to be nicer. What do you think of that? Call someone else Asian.
I know she doesn't want me to say this around her, but I can say it here. She used to be nicer. What do you think of that? Call someone else Asian.
I hope what I said since last time isn't what you tap in your book to
even things out. You can't play around like this. This is serious.
I'll just take it you knew someone would pretend you said something. It
didn't matter before Tim Burton did Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
If you just wanna say that someone like Ellen DeGeneres is too young to
be my mom, I want out. It may be too late for some.
In fact, you act like she's younger than us in some way, and she's not.
I don't see anything wrong nor wasteful about making this post. I'm not unable to talk. This was a productive post on many hidden points, or at least 1.
No, nothing should have come up.
I looked over some things, but then I elaborated after my initial response for some forgotten|unknown reason.
I guess it's no use going into what happened. I said..
1-I'm not 2.
2-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was abused.
3-Ellen is not younger than people who are younger.
4-My post all had a point.
5-This should not have even come up.
6-My 1st question is the only thing you have to answer.
If Ellen needs like stimulation like that, that's up to her. I won't say no, don't do it, but I mean it seems selfish and long-standing as a gift from other fans who were remorseful of her. It has to do with abusing younger people. I didn't just sit here and complain, I thought of stuff I shouldn't have thought of.
Okay, I better say what it was, then. I said no one should call me Asian, and someone called me a Mongoloid.. I thought they stopped messing around on that level.. :( I'm also constantly being made fun of if it was Ellen who said to do it or not. My aunt just left and I look older, too, now. You should call other people Asian. Hmph! I don't need her satisfaction, neither. This is stupid. See, this is getting abusive. I was about to contact the hope line for something else, I think bad signs. You can't just sit there and keep abusing me and act like I didn't say that and claim I can have a say. What's in it in the shit, something I posted for Johnny Depp? And how do I know what else was done or not done and lied about? I don't want that kind of attention from some people. I was independent and somewhat talented before.
If you make me mad, and I'm upset awhile and that bursts your bubble is just too bad. This has no point. I don't want to be assimilated to my dad in bad ways, neither. This just bummed out my weekend. How blunt and a bummer is it to follow things like this on a microscopic level? only to get back at something I didn't do?
I already told you, if I take the pain to talk does not mean you can talk back to me again.
I have a lot of other messages someone wasted their time to do, too.
So what, everyone's gonna act like Ellen did it!
What should I do, call your mommy and daddy? You seem to like that with me. Thanks for ruining a good weekend.
I will not accept these hurtful Ellen messages. I will not be pushed to my sick family. I am not bad nor guilty. Figure that out. That's all I'm being treated as. And I keep being reminded of people who are mean to me like they mean something..
In fact, you act like she's younger than us in some way, and she's not.
I don't see anything wrong nor wasteful about making this post. I'm not unable to talk. This was a productive post on many hidden points, or at least 1.
No, nothing should have come up.
I looked over some things, but then I elaborated after my initial response for some forgotten|unknown reason.
I guess it's no use going into what happened. I said..
1-I'm not 2.
2-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was abused.
3-Ellen is not younger than people who are younger.
4-My post all had a point.
5-This should not have even come up.
6-My 1st question is the only thing you have to answer.
If Ellen needs like stimulation like that, that's up to her. I won't say no, don't do it, but I mean it seems selfish and long-standing as a gift from other fans who were remorseful of her. It has to do with abusing younger people. I didn't just sit here and complain, I thought of stuff I shouldn't have thought of.
Okay, I better say what it was, then. I said no one should call me Asian, and someone called me a Mongoloid.. I thought they stopped messing around on that level.. :( I'm also constantly being made fun of if it was Ellen who said to do it or not. My aunt just left and I look older, too, now. You should call other people Asian. Hmph! I don't need her satisfaction, neither. This is stupid. See, this is getting abusive. I was about to contact the hope line for something else, I think bad signs. You can't just sit there and keep abusing me and act like I didn't say that and claim I can have a say. What's in it in the shit, something I posted for Johnny Depp? And how do I know what else was done or not done and lied about? I don't want that kind of attention from some people. I was independent and somewhat talented before.
If you make me mad, and I'm upset awhile and that bursts your bubble is just too bad. This has no point. I don't want to be assimilated to my dad in bad ways, neither. This just bummed out my weekend. How blunt and a bummer is it to follow things like this on a microscopic level? only to get back at something I didn't do?
I already told you, if I take the pain to talk does not mean you can talk back to me again.
I have a lot of other messages someone wasted their time to do, too.
So what, everyone's gonna act like Ellen did it!
What should I do, call your mommy and daddy? You seem to like that with me. Thanks for ruining a good weekend.
I will not accept these hurtful Ellen messages. I will not be pushed to my sick family. I am not bad nor guilty. Figure that out. That's all I'm being treated as. And I keep being reminded of people who are mean to me like they mean something..
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