Monday, August 18, 2014

Had a Crazy Personal Day

Sorry about disturbing the peace with Mom.

Anywa..

I already posted a sorry to Josh Groban.  I did it again.  I said I was disgusted.  I told my dad today I'll say nasty, but it doesn't come in that form.  It was a help chat.  I wish I just stopped doing these things, already!

I always try

to hold it in when I feel violent.  I don't really know why.  I am probably not mature enough to handle some things that people think of.

Problem

Stop saying my cousin is white and well-behaved over me.

I got a message from someone who bothers me..

Look at what's

hanging in the air now

I SAID STOP

ELLEN

She made my cousin Like something on Facebook when my aunt said something about my mom can't speak for me..

Why

do the messages keep coming?  This could make me ill.  I would have to blame the experimenters or Ellen DeGeneres for telling them what to do to me.

I think

they are doing something inappropriate to me even to talk about.  I'm not gonna hang over and worship anyone like an itch all the time.

Quit wasting my time making me uncomfortable.

Problem

They stopped making spray and sit for toilets.

What did I do to you

Brad?  I have a sick mom.

?  The thought just came.  For a reason.

What did I do??  I just said I think he's doing the same thing as the other guy.

Well

I don't know about being sorry, think I hurt myself, but sorry Ellen, but aren't you still laughing?

How Heart-Wrenching

Most people would think.. I was upset and my mom made like a cry it felt trying to get better in peace.  Well, thanks to my brother I went berserk.  It's that boy not accepting me and that girl getting everything to some of my favorite people.

NO ONE GIVE A SHIT @

WHAT MY DAD THINKS

HE WON'T STOP

NO 1 GIVE A SHIT @ THAT BOY

SHE WONT' LEAVE M,E ALONE

SICK BEAST

1ST TIME SHE DID THAT WELL I CAN *BEEP* HER IN

STOP IT

I'm not the loser, loser.

I DON'T CARE

@ MY MOM NOW

I DON'T GIVE A *BEEP* *BEEP* @ IT

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM ELLEN?  MY MOM WAS ABLE TO STIMULATE ME ALOT IN A BAD WAY?  I WAS JUST UPSET MY BROTHER POKED AT ME FOR IT.  I SAID *BEEP* ELLEN WHAT NOT ENOUGH?  I TOLD YOU TO STOP.

SHE WAS MEAN TO ME

NOT ME TO HER  SO SHUT UP IDIOT

STOP IT

MY MOM CAN'T DO THAT TO ME.  GET ELLEN THAT DAMN HYENA.
TAKING AWAY SOME INGREDIENTS LIKE A FOOL

PROBLEMS

IS THAT *BEEP* ELLEN CROSSING HER EYES OVER MY APPRAISED COOKING

I WILL *BEEP* ANYONE WHO ALUDES TO ASIAN AROUND ME

WHAT'S THIS LADY'S PROBLEM

SHE IS THE MEAN 1 NOT ME

I ALMOST SLIPPED AND FELL BACKWARS

MY MOM WAS TYPING ARGH GET ELLEN SHES A BEEP

UR NOT LISTENING
NOW THAT ELLEN IS FOOLING AROUND

THAT GIRL AINT BETTER
I SAID SHUT UP!  YOURE BEIN GMEAN

They keep typing

making me uncomfortable.

AND SHUT UP YOU

MORE TALKING

YOU GOT SHIT ON THAT GIRL

Problem

Josh Groban is now causing me family problems, or is it the girl?  My mom is sick, and my brother just drove me insane.  You all aren't letting me feel at peace ever, like I'm right.  It's called taking advantage of someone.  Really.

Problem

You made me fall again and scream.

My brother was posed in front when I came out and started walking.  NERD.

YOU STOP TIMING THIS WHEN I CLICKED SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO YOU AND STOP REACTING NOW

Well, fans,

I got mad in my room.  I'm not a nigger and I don't give a shit about horsecrap on these details.

I'm making

my brother cookies he likes.

I guess

he's just addicted to taling me.

Problem

My brother won't stop now!  I was thinking I could hurt him, and he's like to my mom, "Which 1 do you think that was?"  Stop holding me off a day or a week for I did just get mad and hit something and hurt myself some.
STOP PLAYING AROUND WITH ME YOU BEWILDERED FOOL

I don't need

my dad's *** older sister poking her nose in my shit.

Upset

I feel made fun of that someone ignored me.  They screenshotted my posts.  I'm waiting to ask about getting credit for courses.

Apology

I'm so sorry for ruining the relationship!  I thought I was well stocked away when I was in bed more this morning.

I wouldn't call this a comfortable enough situation.  Why not get over the Ellen thing?  That seems to be part of the trouble of blaming me for other things in the past, if I do something else.  That doesn't make sense like that.

I do respect Ellen, I just said she acted like she did these mean things to me, noises in my room.  Why would she say that?  They hurt me a lot.

Why is

Ellen paranoid about the word "disgusting" and typing in all caps?  She can't control what we need to say.  Thinking it's cute.  She has probably used caps and questionable sentences.

Problem

Why be so nice to that girl now?  If you called her black, I mean I've been called black all the time.  That's your responsibility to not go wacked about.
You're being mean.  It's not "what" that counts, it's why.

This other guy

Brad Paisley is apparently on a roll making fun of me thinking maybe he didn't do it, well I don't wanna have this done to me I don't deserve it.  This is cuza all yer shit all the people making up stuff and now I can't be how I want.

Wait

But that's the message..

Oh, okay..

..but you can't be serious about what I thought you did at 1st.

This is my blog.

You're invading my life.

Problem

So last night I got a message quick from my dad when I came back in to talk about Manipat Molloy, "Oh, and don't hang around [boy from England who wants to marry me,]" but won't talk to me.
STOP EXPERIMENTERS YOU ARE LOSERS

Problem

My mom also was talking about having kids.  In secret message.

Problem

My brother came out at about the same time.. I don't want a kid like him.  I got a bad message.  STOP IT.  The experimenters brought him out.

So

TELL ME how I can talk.  It's your idea and apparently not for me to figure out.  I said okay, but my mom rubbed something in.

Problem

They said they would wait for my kid to get bigger and them harm them.