Thursday, August 14, 2014

They are talking to me and I can feel I'm being watched.  I don't wanna respond!!
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So

Be aware they are hurting me.. a little tick affected my tongue, and no I don't need this shit.
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So what?

Am I bad?  What was that little tag for?  I talked to someone and wondered about people on my good side.
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STOP

DON'T TELL ME I DID IT
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STOP IT

I CAN TELL YOU OUT LOUD TO LEAVE ME ALONE

THEY SIAD SOMETHING  - POINTED TO A NICE PART AND SAID DIZZY..
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Problems

My dad is always set to wait to see me when I come out.

Also, Ellen really is bothering me.  I am poor, my dad cannot afford to feed me.  I am unhappy.
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QUIT IT

YOU WANT ME TO HAVE TO USE WORD CAPTCHAS.
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I TOLD YOU TO SHUUUUT THE HELL UP
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Problem

Now I see IMDb with the photo lines like it's a line rather than a board!!  STOP IT ELLEN.  I SAID STOP.  SICKO.  THINK I SAOUND LIKE MY DAD?  IT DOESN'T MEAN I'M CLOSE TO HIM.
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Problem

If Ellen does not stop, I may die of cancer.  I don't have the food I need.
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STOP IT

THESE MESSAGES AREN'T STOPPING PUT THEM IN JAIL
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STOP

I GOT ANOTHER MESSAGE ANOTHER QUIZ THAT DOESN'T WORK.....

OWN UP TO THIS YOU FREAK
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STOP

TAKING THE OPPORTUNITY TO BOTHER ME I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING ANYWAY AND IT DOESN'T F***ING MATTER
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Also

I might write it for my dad in the night and I need sleep.  I don't care aobut this.  Get my dad out.  He's not a part of my life.  Quit ruining it.  You are nasty.
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MORE SHIT

I TOLD YOU WHAT I TOLD YOU AND YOU WERE WRONG

Someone posted about a piece of the|ir brain and then there was a quiz posted at the same time.  About a European city.  WILL YOU STOP.  QUIT IT.  YOU GO TO JAIL.  NO ONE AGREES.  I'M NOT STUPID!!
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Mad?

Well spit it out now and not later.  What did I do, curse?  AT you?
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See

Ellen just wants to kill me.  She gave my dad a writing job to be like me.  I SAID I DON'T WANNA BE CLOSE TO HIM.  GET AWAY YOU FAKE.  AND WE NEVER EAT OUT ANYMORE AND HAVE FAST FOOD SOMETIMES.
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Problem

I am worried my dad is giving me cancer..

He gave me something to remember.. well not for a long time.  Something I don't wanna do.  Text him.  Get that *beep* outta my LIFE!  WHAT A F***ING DISGUSTING LOSER TO BOTHER ME.  I am just getting out my anger!  I need HELP!

Did those English people convince me to get out my anger?  Let's see, what did I actually say this time?  Well, cancer.. just stop there?  *beep*  What's wrong with *beep*?
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Problem

Whatever it is is wrong.  I will not be left to wonder what the last piece of shit of a message was.  Cuz it is an insult, not a nice message.  It means something to figure out.  It's not a nice thing, too.
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I'm so sorry

mostly for my dad.

But you?  I'll just get mad again, too..  I want help!
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STOP

THEY WON'T STOP

I AIN'T TRUSTING NO ONE WHO DOES THAT
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Correction

We already know you do it.  What's that mean?  Just accept it's shit?
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STOP IT

I SAID I KNOW YOU REFRESH YOURSELF THE NEXT DAY BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S MEAN WHO ARE YOU ANYWAY!

NO ONE AGREES AND KNOWS YOU DO IT
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THEY WON'T STOP

ELLEN STOP IT YOU *BEEP*  I DON'T CARE WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE  IF YOU DID IT YOU BETTER STOP
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SHIT

[I thought and posted.. You pieces of shit!]  :(

Not saying what, but I got kicked outta my major because maybe of a C.  Now, I am 28 and I have nowhere to go in my life apparently.  1 successful year of college.  Thanks Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, but I ain't no actor, neither.  I can't experience affection, neither.  I need something to propel my life.  I can't even expect that in a husband.
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This is shit

My parents aren't like 90.
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You all waste my life

I'm gonna die someday.
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Problem

I'm getting negative feedback on IMDb, something gross I watched..  GET AWAY.
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Quit wasting my time and my life!!
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I Swear

I am getting negative messages Ellen won't own up to.  Everyone is acting like they are her.
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I didn't mean

to sound vicious to anyone really.  I just felt vicious in general.  I just feel people are secretly punishing me and that my dad is suddenly abusive without saying what and how I can get him to stop, like it's funny he won't.
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This person won't stop timing when the page loads to make me feel guilty.  What makes you in Hell think this is okay?
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Problem

They keep making my mouse move other ways just because I told them to stop bothering me with clicks in my room which they won't unless I wear earplugs which my block my alarm.

Before, when I played with my mouse on my blog, my dad barged in and left and then my blog loads slowly when I post, to minimize and stuff.
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I don't wanna feel

threatened about that girl. Don't make me wait around and call me a holdup.. My dad expressed some message was specifically meant for me in a flippant way, like it is but then again it won't be answered to. Like some reason will be made up and I have to end up putting up with it. I obviously mean no offense but some defense. It's not that big a deal to some people, but this is a message I got. My dad continues to believe I am in trouble when he feels like it. I am not in more trouble than other kids's attitudes and I don't do anything to be in trouble. Wanna make me have cancer? Are you trying to turn me into a murderer? They seem to sympathize with me.

I realize it must be scary I just used the word "murderer" in the same post and paragraph as other things and people, but I mean no real harm.  In fact, my brother's dog just died.  They stopped walking him and stuff, like my aunt's dog dying a long time ago, a police dog.  He didn't bark to come in and does not come in usually when I ask.  I guess I just forgot. I just got a hamster, too, and can't take it out when I clean cuz it's a quick and could escape.  It has 2 rooms.  Someone else in my family's grandpa, unrelated, just died, as well.

I don't mean anyone harm, but no one has responded to the fact that I am considered well-behaved other than this foolishness, whereas I know they are jealous they are not.  I can't do anything to appease my life.  Imagine that.  Pretending I deserve something like this.  You want me with my dad so he can shit at me and diss me.  He can lie and I can't seem to do anything back.  I can, but then I can't.  He's not famous, he can shit if he likes and I'm in the same house.  No one'll know..  No one will be able to alter their situation.  I suggest ya'll get OUT of my life, ya'll so confused and all and scared I can make my own decisions.  Ya'll aren't helping.  I see myself dead in some ditch.

Might be scary I said I am afraid I will be killed in this, while you're in the same post and paragraph, as well.  I mean no one harm.  I feel upset that there's the idea I need to be close to my dad in a way I don't like and that there's a secret punishment ya'll are doing but won't own up to.  You can't do this to me.  Ya'll're disgusting.  Who the Hell do you think you are?
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Twitter

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My dad keeps leaving me

excessive annoying messages.  He snuck 1 in about my mom and zebra patterns, which his youngest sister likes.  My Gramma saw my bedding and was like do you like that?  Like get away!!
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Problem

I was playing with my mouse while on Blogger, and my dad came in my room and now my blog is always slow to load when I post.
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Problem

They are saying since I stopped following Bella Thorne mobiley on Twitter that no one older gives a shit about me.

It might be Ellen.  So, don't make fun of people who are nice to me.
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Problem

I'm being followed with annoying messages that make me feel fragile and stared at.
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Problem

It affected my audition practicing.
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What's with

having famous people like Obama visit the college campus when that freak banned me from stepping foot on campus until I get a note?
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Problem

I needed something printed out to audition to act, and my dad didn't do it.  He didn't print out something else before, neither, I forgot about, from CUA|for UCF.  I just want him to stop possessing me all of a sudden.  He's mean all the time.  I swear, I didn't do anything.
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Problem

I don't like the ticks, they are making me tired.  I feel them channeling me to m*********.
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Problem

Why do you need that incessant joking around from me?  Guess you don't wanna hear the word satisfaction, but this is the shit blog of mine.  You can't hurt me and tell me what to do.
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What I Mean Is

It seems like great satisfaction has been taken flubbing over my strong confidence being interviewed about my behavior.  It seems to have been the only thing I've heard this much.
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And there's no rule in the world

that says that and I can't take it back just to be safe but not really sorry?
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What now?  Are you gonna hold me accountable for something that I said that wasn't even wrong.  It's been in my head.
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So

What is up with the satisfaction trap?  I don't care what you say if it's wrong.  Anyone wanna help me get away from these people?  I had to tell what it was.
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Problem

Ginny is the devil if this is so.

I don't want your creative attacks.
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STOP IT

I can say what I like.  You can't turn me into other people I don't like.  Nothing more needs to be said.  You're *beep*  I don't listen to you.  I can tell on you.  I already feel it in my body and private.
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I don't mean to cross any boundary lines..

..but I am disgusted or whatever at your satisfaction of punishing me in whatever way for being forceful when the people were disciplining me at Valencia.
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I have no desire

to get back at you, but you are hurting me, and that is just bloody disgusting you can't take me having my own attitude and own self-esteem and be a force of power representing myself to dummies like you.  You wanna bow your head?
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I stand by what I say.

DISGUSTING

You get mad if when they interview me to kick me out that I have a lotta self-esteem and put a crazy lady in the mental hospital like that's my punishment?  An older tacky lady?  Now, I'm back on pills and we have little money?  Wow, you sure got your shit in the biscuits!
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No one thinks you have the right to do this.  Put an annoying lady with me in the hospital cuz you can't take a shit of my forceful attitude, you racist.

I SAID STOP IT.  WAS THAT ABOUT THE BOY IN ENGLAND?  YOU'RE TACKY AND A NUISANCE.

I bet you all did it, too.  Someone did.  Why are the people in my room all talking like that?

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