Problem

My dad doesn't care if we want Ellen there.

My dad keeps depressing me.  He acted like I was Asian and he wouldn't be real with me.  He also is being suggestive, and I might hurt myself.

Why can't my dad

just get over it and leave me alone?  I'm on meds for cryin' out loud.

Maybe I should stop

saying *beep* - I dunno.  Maybe.  It seems to mean a curse word and when against another.

Problem

My life?  Where'd it go?  Tim Burton did it, too.  Well, .. maybe I'm imagining things there?  Why am I not as great as people said I was?

Some people just mess up.  I can lead my own life.

No one cares what my dad thinks about me.  He's just *beep*  Why?  He thinks I deserve to have a bad life for some things I did.  He won't leave me the *beep* alone.  I need to contact someone but am tired.

I thought he even let it go.

If he threatens to torture people, he should be executed.  No honor there!!!!

My dad won't leave me alone!  He is a criminal!  No one is helping!

What was that?

I just got some really torturous message about my future son, like a torturing feeling?

Oh well..

..best not to perturb people.

Problem

Someone in the experiment or Ellen is messing with my computer now.  My Favorites on Twitter were not working.  That's illegal.

So

Why in fact did that dude delete?  :(*

Problem

Sometimes, my dad sends me to bed with a feeling of him and I don't like it and think he's just mad at me..

Weird

I can say Ellen is weird to do this to me.  Whattaya thinkin?  Missed the boat?

They won't stop.

Um, no.

No one treats me like I am succomed to them.  Why do people treat Ellen like that.. you know what I was always treated better.

I mean, like, yes your majesty you can hurt me.  I really didn't do anything, so what if you did.

Problem

Will you just quit?

They told me they won't and don't do something when I was having a good time at it.

I'm so sorry about this 1.

I just wanna get it over with and forget to think.  I'm new to this.  I sense a bad start to my Ellen season.

SHE WON'T *BEEP* STOP

WHAT YOU DID TO ME PROBABLY HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE ANGER IN THIS HOUSE THAT SHOULD NOT HAVE GIVEN MY MOM CANCER AND YOU ARE BEAN MEAN TO ME TALKING BACK

STOP

ELLEN YOU FREAK TELLING ME YOU INSULTED ME - YOU CAN'T AND IF YOU DID YOU IN BIG TROUBLE!!

Problem

WHY YOU TALKING TO ME ABOUT OPRAH I LIKE HER BUT I KNOW WHY YOU SAID THAT YOU JUST LAUGHED LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!

More

12 hours in advance, some post.. like I have to follow that nonsensical poster

I don't need this.  I'm not paying you back.

Problem

I got another insulting post that makes no sense, no relationship left cuz I won't act like I'm bad?

Someone splurted out, "I'm not carrying," which means and seems to mean something about toes..  Ew, something in a bad way.

I feel an attack as I post it.

Get to the show

and suddenly she didn't do anything.

I mean

if something happens, I sit here, and Ellen has done things just because I don't agree with being punished.  You're a sicko who thinks my dad is shit and that I like being shit in the same way.

Nothing wrong with using the word sicko.  It's sick to think someone is shit when they are not.  You just are super rich, in case you didn't notice, and have nicer things and not a cubicle only job, though I do respect your maturity on how your job sucks, which I hope you can see as a funny joke.. insofar as I mean you don't really move around.. see, I told you what I meant, and this is my remote blog in the remote corners of the universe of consciousness.. and don't you make fun of me anyone for saying that!

Anything else?

So

I am sorry if I said anything I oughtn't or that you didn't prefer.  I just see that it was indeed done to punish me.  I don't think that's okay, in reality..

Why should I accept humor about killing me?  What about it?  Is it even worth talking to me?

People like Ellen's age

are just old pigs.

I don't take those fake excuses.  You can have an effect on me.  I have a complication.  I don't have anything to turn to.

Problem

Now, someone on Ellen's command is trying to kill me.  Wanna explain that 1, Ellen?

Problem

What's going on?  You all are acting like something bad will happen.

Wow

Do you think anyone would wanna be in my shoes, like Ellen?  What makes you think I can't be happier?

They're trying to get away with stuff without me posting it.  They want me to squirm and made me feel bad.  They aren't *beep* *beep*

Problem

Someone posted something to do with the Ellen show and they shouldn't know..

You know

what do I think about this maybe I should go by not saying anything?  I was disturbed and ended up posting "what."  I didn't hurt anyone, but I have the right to be mad like that.  That's what usually happens.  I just want to mention it cuz I find it a possible problem.

Problem

My video get all bad on YouTube.  She has no right to poke her nose in there.  I don't sit here and test what I won't react to like I'm some fish in a bowl!

Look

No, I don't mean to hurt her feelings, I'm not out to get anyone!  But I'm not gonna be like okay and submit to her.  I'm quite sure she's messing around, however.  She has no right to do that.  She can't make a pact with someone in my life and hypnotize them.  Who does she think she is?  No one should do that, tho, just cuz I said that.

What's wrong with what I said?  You just got a hicky from Kinticky?  I'm not here to like settle the debts of life.  I don't want people behind my back telling me I'm bad, like my dad all the time.  I won't accept it.  Someone do something.  He won't stop.  I swear..  *Beep*

I'm sick of her.  She just makes me squirm in my seat.  She is a bad person.  She shouldn't have done that.  She won't even explain like maybe there was a reason cuz it was a bad reason.

How Dare She

I mean, come on?  Why do you all stare at me?  I didn't do anything.  Quit probing into my life and saying I was bad.

When she's good, maybe we shouldn't accept her.

You know, recently they were playing around about that boy, too, and saying he was like someone's dad and not me.  I didn't really like that.  It was a mean thing to say.  Is she crazy?

Too Much Happening

A black guy commented on my breast being perky,

Problem

So, why does Ellen keep getting back?  I bet she got rid of the main or sole account of a boy from England I liked.  He took me off his Facebook.  I mean on IMDb.  She thinks I thought there was something in it getting upset, but so what?  How picky and nonsensical can you be?  That's cruel and no one should have to listen to someone like her.  She does not make you feel good, and I don't know why people are all defending what she does like this.

Let's just say she didn't do it.  But how can she do that to someone else?  So what?  I was just talking anyway.  I got upset at her in my mind.  I just try to avoid people when that happens, but she should really leave me alone.  I'm sick and tired of this.

I see different reasons behind this, and none of them are worth anything on this planet.