So..

..My dad did something again.

Anyone who restrains me from socializing is not worth it.

It's not okay that I don't feel okay, how dumb to wonder what's wrong, why I feel violent like I'm getting *** signals.  I was told something totally radical secretly.

What now?

Are you on horseback?  Trying to get me for being upset?  This is shit.  This is nothing.  Get outta my life now!

I was upset in my room.  What right do you have to kill off my family like this?  Someone did something to me, and no one cares how I feel.  I didn't do anything illegal.  I just felt like I needed something to hit and scream.  I did it in my room so no one could know what I needed to do.  I still feel mad.  I didn't do anything.  Get outta my life.

When I say

Old, I mean older, not elderly old.  I mean big and pompous.. and I don't consider fat a replacement for something good.  We were gonna have a family turkey, too.

Problem

Get my dad, they won't stop trying to stimulate a certain part for getting mad in my room.  I don't want my old aunt.

This is a blog where I get out what I need, even though language gets in the way, and anger.

Problem

Because my dad knew I was mad I think my aunt is coming for 4 days.  They are pretending it is for another reason.