Why keep telling me Bella Thorne is better than me, like teasing me? That's not what I meant to say. I can't think of how to say it. I think you already know. Everything was better before this replacing me came along. Now I feel I'm in the dirt..
So, I said it cuz it was important I not hold back cuz something could happen to someone if I did it feels, that's all. I'm naming Ellen cuz she started it. Actually, I think it was a collective decision that she steal the, like, ideas I earned. Like, I posted online, I did well in school, I'm nice to people. Ya'll're crazy! I just couldn't stand the noises in my room. They've even been made to make me feel suicidal when I heard things in my ear. Not really, but it was like I felt like I had to kill myself but knew it'd go away maybe. I could always ask for help hopefully. Perhaps, I wasn't all as great as made out to be then but they got in the way of any opportunity because of like age and time and money and people.