about all I ended up writing last night a bit tired.
I was making a point that Bella isn't hotter than me cuz when she started acting she seemed less turned on, not as uppity like a kid usually is, etc. It's like seeing Jackie Evancho using the pleasure of luxury to act as though she deserves to look better than us and maybe it's not because we don't have money like that from singing.
I'm worried how it will be interpreted that Bella is a punishment. How does that feel for her? Her mom made her feel good about it. I can't say I like it cuz I know it's a punishment, but I try to be a good fan. Ya'll aren't fans. What am I supposed to do with Bella? She doesn't seem to always wanna be nice my way.
And about her pictuer of the kitchen table feeding, I mean, I know she did it when I started talking about her, so it's also a "punishment."
Now, I was always told I was well-behaved, so ya'll're really taking advantage of me. I can't think about this. It's a bit weird.
Someone is so hooked onto me saying she was disgusting, she's become a part of my everyday life at least twice. I meant she did it on purpose.
Okay, gotta go to the bathroom.