Saturday, August 23, 2014

D:

I'm feeling bad.

Why pick at me for talking about things?  I don't live like that, following secret insults.  I never did.
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Problem

I won't accept Ellen dishing out insults from my dad to be my life like this.  I bet the competitions are all rigged on trying to get in movies.

I know she doesn't want me to say this around her, but I can say it here.  She used to be nicer.  What do you think of that?  Call someone else Asian.
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I hope what I said since last time isn't what you tap in your book to even things out.  You can't play around like this.  This is serious.  I'll just take it you knew someone would pretend you said something.  It didn't matter before Tim Burton did Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  If you just wanna say that someone like Ellen DeGeneres is too young to be my mom, I want out.  It may be too late for some.

In fact, you act like she's younger than us in some way, and she's not.

I don't see anything wrong nor wasteful about making this post.  I'm not unable to talk.  This was a productive post on many hidden points, or at least 1.

No, nothing should have come up.

I looked over some things, but then I elaborated after my initial response for some forgotten|unknown reason.

I guess it's no use going into what happened.  I said..

1-I'm not 2.
2-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was abused.
3-Ellen is not younger than people who are younger.
4-My post all had a point.
5-This should not have even come up.
6-My 1st question is the only thing you have to answer.

If Ellen needs like stimulation like that, that's up to her.  I won't say no, don't do it, but I mean it seems selfish and long-standing as a gift from other fans who were remorseful of her.  It has to do with abusing younger people.  I didn't just sit here and complain, I thought of stuff I shouldn't have thought of.

Okay, I better say what it was, then.  I said no one should call me Asian, and someone called me a Mongoloid..  I thought they stopped messing around on that level..  :(  I'm also constantly being made fun of if it was Ellen who said to do it or not.  My aunt just left and I look older, too, now.  You should call other people Asian.  Hmph!  I don't need her satisfaction, neither.  This is stupid.  See, this is getting abusive.  I was about to contact the hope line for something else, I think bad signs.  You can't just sit there and keep abusing me and act like I didn't say that and claim I can have a say.  What's in it in the shit, something I posted for Johnny Depp?  And how do I know what else was done or not done and lied about?  I don't want that kind of attention from some people.  I was independent and somewhat talented before.

If you make me mad, and I'm upset awhile and that bursts your bubble is just too bad.  This has no point.  I don't want to be assimilated to my dad in bad ways, neither.  This just bummed out my weekend.  How blunt and a bummer is it to follow things like this on a microscopic level? only to get back at something I didn't do?

I already told you, if I take the pain to talk does not mean you can talk back to me again.

I have a lot of other messages someone wasted their time to do, too.

So what, everyone's gonna act like Ellen did it!

What should I do, call your mommy and daddy?  You seem to like that with me.  Thanks for ruining a good weekend.

I will not accept these hurtful Ellen messages.  I will not be pushed to my sick family.  I am not bad nor guilty.  Figure that out.  That's all I'm being treated as.  And I keep being reminded of people who are mean to me like they mean something..
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Thursday, August 21, 2014

Why are you

acting like my older aunt has me as a baby just because of my age but in a nasty way?  I will not accept being considered older than someone 10 years younger as far as how old my parents are.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Did you know it's not normal and nice to say I'm like my brother?
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Problems

Now, people keep giving me parts of my body to mess up.  My big toes feel inflated.  I lost my toenail clipper and got frustrated with the fingernail 1.  I don't see how anyone can do that to me, violate me.  It's terribly uncomfortable.  I know it's just a shitty putting together of puzzle pieces like my body doesn't matter.. you wanna give me cancer?  Please don't freak out that I actually talk about my problems rather than remain a mundane fool who sits their asses in front of other people's faces.  You can't hurt me if I don't do everything you like and you're wrong.  You don't ultimately hurt others.  You wanna think about what I said?  I don't attack others.  I only defend my rights to live.
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I went out and got up cuz my dad looked at me like his oldest sister, and I got up to fix myself.  Then, they froze my window on IMDb so I think about worrying if it will freeze when I post.  I do not accept this.  I don't care if it could happen.  Now, how will I get to sleep?
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Problem

Don't you dare put me up to my dad.  Ellen sure posted a load of nonsensical secret messages.  What is the meaning of seriously putting me up to my dad??  Doesn't hurt to ask.. I'm not gonna sit here and wonder about shit like that and waste my life for others.
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Monday, August 18, 2014

Had a Crazy Personal Day

Sorry about disturbing the peace with Mom.

Anywa..

I already posted a sorry to Josh Groban.  I did it again.  I said I was disgusted.  I told my dad today I'll say nasty, but it doesn't come in that form.  It was a help chat.  I wish I just stopped doing these things, already!
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I always try

to hold it in when I feel violent.  I don't really know why.  I am probably not mature enough to handle some things that people think of.
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Problem

Stop saying my cousin is white and well-behaved over me.

I got a message from someone who bothers me..
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Look at what's

hanging in the air now
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I SAID STOP

ELLEN

She made my cousin Like something on Facebook when my aunt said something about my mom can't speak for me..
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Why

do the messages keep coming?  This could make me ill.  I would have to blame the experimenters or Ellen DeGeneres for telling them what to do to me.
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I think

they are doing something inappropriate to me even to talk about.  I'm not gonna hang over and worship anyone like an itch all the time.

Quit wasting my time making me uncomfortable.
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Problem

They stopped making spray and sit for toilets.
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What did I do to you

Brad?  I have a sick mom.

?  The thought just came.  For a reason.

What did I do??  I just said I think he's doing the same thing as the other guy.
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Well

I don't know about being sorry, think I hurt myself, but sorry Ellen, but aren't you still laughing?
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How Heart-Wrenching

Most people would think.. I was upset and my mom made like a cry it felt trying to get better in peace.  Well, thanks to my brother I went berserk.  It's that boy not accepting me and that girl getting everything to some of my favorite people.
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NO ONE GIVE A SHIT @

WHAT MY DAD THINKS
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HE WON'T STOP

NO 1 GIVE A SHIT @ THAT BOY
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SHE WONT' LEAVE M,E ALONE

SICK BEAST

1ST TIME SHE DID THAT WELL I CAN *BEEP* HER IN
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STOP IT

I'm not the loser, loser.
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I DON'T CARE

@ MY MOM NOW
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I DON'T GIVE A *BEEP* *BEEP* @ IT

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM ELLEN?  MY MOM WAS ABLE TO STIMULATE ME ALOT IN A BAD WAY?  I WAS JUST UPSET MY BROTHER POKED AT ME FOR IT.  I SAID *BEEP* ELLEN WHAT NOT ENOUGH?  I TOLD YOU TO STOP.
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SHE WAS MEAN TO ME

NOT ME TO HER  SO SHUT UP IDIOT
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STOP IT

MY MOM CAN'T DO THAT TO ME.  GET ELLEN THAT DAMN HYENA.
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TAKING AWAY SOME INGREDIENTS LIKE A FOOL
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PROBLEMS

IS THAT *BEEP* ELLEN CROSSING HER EYES OVER MY APPRAISED COOKING
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I WILL *BEEP* ANYONE WHO ALUDES TO ASIAN AROUND ME

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WHAT'S THIS LADY'S PROBLEM

SHE IS THE MEAN 1 NOT ME
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I ALMOST SLIPPED AND FELL BACKWARS

MY MOM WAS TYPING ARGH GET ELLEN SHES A BEEP

UR NOT LISTENING
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NOW THAT ELLEN IS FOOLING AROUND

THAT GIRL AINT BETTER
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I SAID SHUT UP!  YOURE BEIN GMEAN
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They keep typing

making me uncomfortable.

AND SHUT UP YOU
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MORE TALKING

YOU GOT SHIT ON THAT GIRL
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Problem

Josh Groban is now causing me family problems, or is it the girl?  My mom is sick, and my brother just drove me insane.  You all aren't letting me feel at peace ever, like I'm right.  It's called taking advantage of someone.  Really.
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Problem

You made me fall again and scream.

My brother was posed in front when I came out and started walking.  NERD.

YOU STOP TIMING THIS WHEN I CLICKED SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO YOU AND STOP REACTING NOW
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Well, fans,

I got mad in my room.  I'm not a nigger and I don't give a shit about horsecrap on these details.
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I'm making

my brother cookies he likes.
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I guess

he's just addicted to taling me.
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Problem

My brother won't stop now!  I was thinking I could hurt him, and he's like to my mom, "Which 1 do you think that was?"  Stop holding me off a day or a week for I did just get mad and hit something and hurt myself some.
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STOP PLAYING AROUND WITH ME YOU BEWILDERED FOOL
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I don't need

my dad's *** older sister poking her nose in my shit.
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Upset

I feel made fun of that someone ignored me.  They screenshotted my posts.  I'm waiting to ask about getting credit for courses.
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Apology

I'm so sorry for ruining the relationship!  I thought I was well stocked away when I was in bed more this morning.

I wouldn't call this a comfortable enough situation.  Why not get over the Ellen thing?  That seems to be part of the trouble of blaming me for other things in the past, if I do something else.  That doesn't make sense like that.

I do respect Ellen, I just said she acted like she did these mean things to me, noises in my room.  Why would she say that?  They hurt me a lot.
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Why is

Ellen paranoid about the word "disgusting" and typing in all caps?  She can't control what we need to say.  Thinking it's cute.  She has probably used caps and questionable sentences.
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Problem

Why be so nice to that girl now?  If you called her black, I mean I've been called black all the time.  That's your responsibility to not go wacked about.
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You're being mean.  It's not "what" that counts, it's why.
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This other guy

Brad Paisley is apparently on a roll making fun of me thinking maybe he didn't do it, well I don't wanna have this done to me I don't deserve it.  This is cuza all yer shit all the people making up stuff and now I can't be how I want.
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Wait

But that's the message..
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Oh, okay..

..but you can't be serious about what I thought you did at 1st.
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This is my blog.

You're invading my life.
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Problem

So last night I got a message quick from my dad when I came back in to talk about Manipat Molloy, "Oh, and don't hang around [boy from England who wants to marry me,]" but won't talk to me.
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STOP EXPERIMENTERS YOU ARE LOSERS
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Problem

My mom also was talking about having kids.  In secret message.
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Problem

My brother came out at about the same time.. I don't want a kid like him.  I got a bad message.  STOP IT.  The experimenters brought him out.
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So

TELL ME how I can talk.  It's your idea and apparently not for me to figure out.  I said okay, but my mom rubbed something in.
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Problem

They said they would wait for my kid to get bigger and them harm them.
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Sunday, August 17, 2014

Stop

acting like you're ***y Baby Boomers.  All up in my face that I'm shit.
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Problem

My dad keeps giving annoying messages from Ellen.  He said in symbol I wasn't white, to be mean to me to get stimulated that I'm not white!  You're not supposed to be able to say that!  I felt stimulated so left the room.

Whenever my aunt comes, they act like it's something about me not having "the right" kids!  I will not take this shit!
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So

You think I'm some nasty girl attacking people?  No, I post what bothers me so I may be helped and it be documented.
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I came out to talk

but my uncle-in-law was talking.  My aunt cried out a laugh, shows what a problem she is.  I'm not attacking an innocent person.  She was laughing at me hysterically with that cry.  You all make me mad and don't care.  You don't care about me anymore.  I don't know what my problem is.  I don't want these people controlling my social life.
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Problem

Why is my life totally abused in private cuza Ellen?

I heard ticking noises and they messed up my face.  My left eye felt like it was over my nose.

It's been hurt 4 times.  Or played with.
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Cold Blooded

No one cares that my life is surrounded like this.  I am better off alone, but I was eating.
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Problems

They are tracking me down via Ellen the media.  I was upset at some sarcastic girl, and she is now being presented with an English dude.
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I have a tendency I know

to not listen to bad people, so I mean hitting the table with my fork, I mean I was already doing stuff there, but guess my dad noticed.  I don't like hitting stuff.  I must tell you my dad used a noise against me and mimicked me like I was Central Florida|Orlando shit.
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Problem

Ellen is just trying to stimulate me that people are experimenting on me that they know and I saw my dad at a coordinated time, then my mom, and just now my brother.  Like waving something in front of my face hypnotically.  She thinks I'm shit cuz she's rich.
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Problem

I just got threatened that because of me later this boy from England will be brought up as though I deserve it for hitting the table with my fork.  My aunt.  I thought to myself I'm not dealing with this waiting a day if something happens or anything at all for those people.
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PROBLEM

THE ELLEN MESSAGES ARE NOT STOPPING
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ANOTHER LUNATIC

SENDING SECRET MESSAGES VIA THE TIME THINGS HAPPEN ON MY COMPTUER WON'T STOP
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MY DAD IS A LUNATIC

HE WON'T STOP SENDING MEAN SECRET MESSAGES.

I JUST WENT OUT TO MAYBE HELP IN THE KITCHEN.
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I know

though Lindsey posting to Josh Groban has something to do with Ellen.
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Also

I smelled perfume.  My aunt should be coming with uncle-in-law.
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Example

My dad got home when I came out to eat, after the bathroom- and my mom came out when I went back in my room.  I know it's a message and insult from Ellen.  She only does bad things to me like this, and I have a bad time.  I am feeling old.  She won't stop.
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Just Look

Ellen, you made my life vicious.  I had nothing to do.  Maybe, I will, now.
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What if..

What if Ellen did this?
for that girl?
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SHE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE

Ft Lauderdale made a post, supposedly directed at me cuz there was a guy at the end crouching over, spit in the sea.

HEY STOP IT SLOWING DOWN THE WAY IT LOADS LIKE AND ANOTHER THING - LIKE I'M A GIRL IN A SHAW IN ELLEN'S MIXED UP FANTASY
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I can see..

I can see Ellen saying stop it now!

Surround her a long time lotta times!
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I have guests today

and a case of boredom.  Ellen planted my dad's bad attitude, and he did something out of place for the boy from England and now they think I was upset because of that.  I did hit the table with my fork when my dad wasn't looking.
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Saturday, August 16, 2014

Unfortunately, I have uncovered

Ellen as a crook.  I don't wanna think *** calculations like her.
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Problem

Whenever I type in my Blogger I think of giving that English boy to that girl infinitely.  I posted when it upset me.
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Punishment?

Quit torturing me from Ellen.  You are making patterns to stimulate me.  I can't take it in fun cuz it's not.

I don't wanna have to post about it all the time and have to deal with it.  My mom has cancer!
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So

These people watching me accept my apology but think it doesn't make a difference, when I didn't do anything and the whole world agrees I don't deserve to have this treatment.  Now, I got mad and no one can trust me!  I'm mad!
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I know what it is.

It's Ellen and Johnny thinking they are ***y "real" Southerners when they ain't!  Not more than me.  They think they are the girl with the pottery for water drawing water for everyone with their head inclined like they're princess Jasmine.
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So

When I posted about the cancer, I felt violated and like no one cared.

When I posted about being made to feel silly, I felt it twice.

STOP SAYING NO LEAVE ME ALONE PICKY I DIDN'T SAY YOU COULD MIC IN MY LIFE
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Problems and Apology

I'm not doing -anything- for Ellen.  My dad did something a little silly, and someone has ants in their pants and wants me to do the boogy dance.

Also, apology maybe if you're nice and it hurt your feelings who you thought I simply think gave my mom and possibly someday me cancer.  True, our lives aren't perfect healthwise, but we don't need someone barking at us for our differences.
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Like

not talk about it, but that sounds like a trick from an old best friend.  Also, me being like my dad is like a trick from my old best friend and Nell Burton.  I don't want *** with that man.
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Apparenlty

Ellen wants to be the 1 to talk and say things against me while I just sit there and read it and squirm around.
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If my aunt

has this connection with her mom being a baby why baby me when I don't want her to?
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Why

 are people alwyas disappointed iwth me just to get that feeling?  I don't need that.  I hate people who treat me like I'm a weak minority citizen.

All day, this person is interacting with me who I don't even know and may not like.. I like everyone in some way, but I mean like I get upset with people, too..  :|
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Problem

If I get cancer I blame you.  They were "tender" and made a click that honed in on my breast.  I don't want that person to touch me!

Oh no, I just realized that's not nice.  Well, my mom has it.
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Problem

"They're going crazy!" with my mouse!
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A site isn't working

the full heads from Candy Bar Dolls with the hats and highlighted hair.  I bet Ellen did it.  If not, then what?
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Question

Why is Ellen acting like I'm in trouble for a spance over when her show starts and she's not?  All mean.  I just post when there's a problem.  She just thinks it's inapporpriate, but it's my blog and my secondary blog, not the Gettysburgh Adress.  Guess she's not much of a talker.

That's not nice to think upon 1 person who you're jealous of who's nice.
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Yer a waste of my time!

I want my life!
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QUIT IT

Don't show me stupid babies cuz I said you act weird for your satisfactions cuz I spoke like a white person with confidence when these disciplinarians at Valencia were being unreasonable for no reason.

Leave me the f*** alone altogether with those insults!  They've been ticking the sign that they do what they do.
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Oh

So you just think I'm trash and wanna think about that girl all the time and you ain't gotta do nothing?  You all just are wrapped up in your menial ways of thought.
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I don't hurt people when I talk.

So, that's actually a lie.  I would probably say like, "Oh my God!  What's up with this shit.  That *beep*!"
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Problem

Ellen is being suggestive again.  Why do I see everyone everywhere feeling threatened by Ellen to be mean to me?  I don't like her hurting me, so what?  Lots of people curse.  She's just a mean lady.
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